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Inside the Divine Mind of LADY Gaga
As usual, I was tripping on clickbait after work. I was tired, yet I still had to tackle two more things before bed. So I needed to relax and not think. I found celebrity site after site and Adele’s divorce led me to Lady Gaga, and the lady inside Gaga called Stefani. And her conflicting…
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UNDIAGNOSED CHEMISTRY #6
A question mark, the ‘what if’ that stalks us all. ‘More’ meaning love is more than nice. ‘More’ then dating just being a single past-time. ‘More’ than just ticking boxes. ‘More’ then anything you’ve tried before. ‘More’ than you can handle. …
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Maybe, We Shouldn’t Be Friends
Of late, I’ve felt a need to reset. No longer satisfied with the easy-going ‘if it’s not broken, don’t fix it’ mentality, I decided to look at a lot of things in my life that don’t quite seem to make sense. …
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Becoming Someone
I keep getting these glimpses into who I’m going to be. I see them in some pictures that look like me but also don’t. They make me feel excited. Warm. Reassured that I will be okay, even when I feel stuck. When my words don’t flow or when my anxiety rises to a level that my dad…
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Undiagnosed Chemistry #4
We say how we feel without filters, unless we talk about possible relationships. Then the words slow down, the tempo shifts. Eyes aren’t on each other, heaviness persists. The dance now syn co pated, …
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FULL Social Experiment Pt2.
We are all so complex. Webs of experience with fluctuating moods. People complete with egos to feed, dreams, daily and yearly goals. We all have guilt that only we can bare. Ex-boyfriend, girlfriends, people we weren’t good to Jobs that didn’t work out the way we hoped, or that led us to the path we…
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A SOCIAL EXPERIMENT: Why, WHO you are is not WHO I see
Dear strangers of the world, Hi. I had a miscellaneous conversation/fight with a stranger today. Over a bathroom at the train station. We both thought we were in the right however, after walking away from the other in a huff we both realised we were rather explosive over nothing. We were really angry that the…
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Undiagnosed Chemistry #3
Every meeting with him, feels like wondering into a pitch black restaurant. Finding them instantly, touching them slowly. Figuring out all their lumps, and u …
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Undiagnosed, chemistry #2
Spontaneity lines the mouths of our encounters, a certain sweetness with nips and punches to keep me awake. I never know when or how long it will take to see him again. But when we do, we drink the other like we have been on a fast. Nothing is off limits. Politeness;…
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The illness that is, Undiagnosed Chemistry
Like a secret stitch that no other sewing machine nor two people can replicate; und i a g n o s e d chemistry. A reserved sign made remarkably obvious when others attempt to join the conversation; und i a g n o s e…
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Sticky
Sometimes we all feel a bit sticky. A constant fight between emotions, energy and our brains. When having a spontaneous night out, leads to you feeling rather sore the following day when you realise you’re $100 lighter… When you meet someone and find that spark, only for them to want you when it’s ‘convenient’… When…
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Stuck in my head, how about you?
Of late— no scrap that, since last year– I’ve developed this illness of being too stuck in my head that I can’t seem to find a way out. Writing, being the main victim. I would often find myself wondering why writing was no longer therapeutic and why I couldn’t publish one of 5-10 drafts, sitting…
Beyond Curious 