• Meeting You… Was Like Opening a Window

    Meeting You… Was Like Opening a Window

    ***FOR FULL EFFECT, YouTube ‘Photographs’ by Arcade Fire. *** All the selves before youmy dichotomy on…

  • The Rise of the Black Dandy

    The Rise of the Black Dandy

    Several days ago, thousands flocked to the star-studded steps of New York’s iconic Metropolitan Museum to…

  • Dear the Other Woman-  One year later.

    Dear the Other Woman- One year later.

    Whenever I see something turtle-related, I immediately think of you. Someone I never met,who, in one…

  • I want to stay soft, but

    I want to stay soft, but

    this week I woke up feeling rather lost. I reminded myself that nothing had changed. That…

  • It’s Monday night and I’m going out

    It’s Monday night and I’m going out

    Over the past few weeks, I’ve had this personal vendetta to start being alone more. It’s…

  • Becoming; Women in Bathrooms

    Becoming; Women in Bathrooms

    Time doesn’t exist here.  There are no clocks, no phones.  Here, beauty and smarts count for…

  • Waking up to Change

    Waking up to Change

    Every morning, I start my day in the park. I love how the sun drenches you…

  • Trying

    Trying

    When he sees me, he laughs.  “ You look… like a married Jewish woman, ” he…

  • DeSiRe to EsCape

    DeSiRe to EsCape

    I want kisses that curl the edge of my feet. I want looks that linger over…

  • I want to be a Bird

    I want to be a Bird

    As of late my mornings always start the same, somewhere in nature. The sun greets my…

  • French Betrayal

    French Betrayal

    She had a kind, full face that smiled often and widely. Her Instagram profile was full…

  • Feels Like Love But Doesn’t Sound Like It

    Feels Like Love But Doesn’t Sound Like It

    Sometimes I feel so full of l o v e,  I need to express it or…

  • What Lives Inside

    What Lives Inside

    One thing I need you to know, I find it hard to let people go. I…

  • Between You and Me

    Between You and Me

    I want to remember this time, When things are simple. And all our moments fit neatly…

  • Stevia Love

    Stevia Love

    What if they’re careful  and then they’re cruel? They play with your best parts,  dissect them…

  • When the start and end meet

    When the start and end meet

    “ If you need any help sweetheart, let me know okay?” He calls out to me…

  • Sentimental Hearts

    Sentimental Hearts

    Maybe everyone has that one person, or even two who give them something no one else…

  • Chasing Butterflies

    Chasing Butterflies

    I follow a white T-shirt with a purple butterfly print, down Central station’s endless overpass tunnel.…

  • JACQUEMUS Fall 2023

    JACQUEMUS Fall 2023

    WAS IT PRINCESS OF THE PEOPLE OR PRINCESS, CONFUSED? The show opened in picturesque France with…

  • Zuhair Murad Fall 2020 Couture Review

    Zuhair Murad Fall 2020 Couture Review

    Was this Venus or are we dreaming? Zuhair Murad’s Fall 2020 Couture Show sets the scene…

  • My depression always has one song it listens to… 

    My depression always has one song it listens to… 

    Hey! There’s been a robbery. She stole my heart and took off on me.”   …

  • Water People

    Water People

    My new thing is trying to water myself. I do it in the quietness of being…

  • To Forget One’s Self

    To Forget One’s Self

    I’ve been avoiding a certain phone call. One I use to make every week since I…

  • The Addiction of Best-friends

    The Addiction of Best-friends

    It’s the end of January- already. Crazy how this month has vanished in a blink.  Being…

  • Dancing with McQueen

    Dancing with McQueen

    At 1:35am we finally arrived to our hotel. Melbourne looked peaceful at night. The sky was…

  • My last night in Sydney

    My last night in Sydney

    It was a Friday night and the first night I had touched alcohol in 2 months.…

  • Self-preservation 22′

    Self-preservation womenswear 2022 ’Self-preservation’ is a womenswear collection that encourages contemplation, in how we treat other…

  • Easy-buttons

    Easy-buttons

    “ I actually think you’re really interesting… some of the people online don’t say anything,” the…

  • A walk with happiness

    A walk with happiness

    On the weekends, I wake up in my apartment building to a whole different place. The…

  • A mother to remember

    A mother to remember

    I can see my former, kid-self fling my school shoe in frustration off my feet and…

  • X= Self-destruction Pie ✨

    X= Self-destruction Pie ✨

    Was it machoism, insecurity from high-school, childhood trauma or our pathetic human need to see the…

  • Konnichiwa 30

    Konnichiwa 30

    I haven’t written anything in a while, and by a while I mean months.  I’ve been…

  • Chunky Lemon

    Chunky Lemon

    Ahhhhhhhhhh. My fingers hit the keyboard for the first time in months, as thoughts slowly poured…

  • Lovers and Friends

    Lovers and Friends

    After a weekend that seemed to never end (in the best possible way), I came back…

  • Internal Sunshine

    Internal Sunshine

    “Is that… what I think it is… ON THE BACK OF MY DEER!!?” ” Yep.” The…

  • Fuck copper pots, friends & calm candles

    Fuck copper pots, friends & calm candles

    “A copper crock-pot is… 1,437-fucking-dollars? Good goddd!“ It was 11:06pm on a Wednesday night – hump…

  • Loneliness and its place in us

    Loneliness and its place in us

    Loneliness is a state of mind. A place that lives inside all of us. Fuck, fuck,…

  • Life with Cats

    Life with Cats

    Ever get the feeling that sometimes the universe is just not in your favour? Like karma…

  • I love you 2022

    I love you 2022

    It’s amazing what saying I love you does and actually meaning it. I said it last…

  • Adios 2021

    Adios 2021

    $340 later and I was back home, double vaxxed with my dog, a free house and…

  • Looking at myself

    Looking at myself

    ” I really don’t care what celebrities do,” he said, while I watched him dip some…

  • V is for Very Tired

    V is for Very Tired

    His face was perfectly symmetrical. His aftershave climbing over the table. I inhaled harder, as it…

  • Fans of Lying

    Fans of Lying

    Finding the right wallpaper is kinda like finding the right friend. You have to pick carefully…

  • Life at 24

    Life at 24

    I’m an insecure lover, I can admit it. Passionate, I often quit it. Loud but usually…

  • DAY 85? 92?

    DAY 85? 92?

    Everything is flavourless. Today I woke up realising I had a dream about someone I hadn’t…

  • Day 71: Love in all it’s shapes

    Day 71: Love in all it’s shapes

    Last night was an interesting Wednesday. It existed inside the studio, or my hiding cave. You…

  • Change Knocks

    Change Knocks

    Inhale………………………………………………….. exhale. Exhale some more…………………………………….hmmmmmmmmph. I check my phone’s walk-o-metre – it reads new record. 11.7km…

  • Dear Avoidant Lover…

    Dear Avoidant Lover…

    You made me love you without a choice. My toes- they crinkled at the sound of…